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There will never be another you

September 18, 2018 recoveringcultist

There will never be another you. You were perfect, from the day you were born, to the day you died. Absolutely perfect. You were my whole world, and my everything. I was so in love with you. I couldn’t imagine life without you! I wish … “There will never be another you”

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What I wanted vs what I have

September 16, 2018September 16, 2018 recoveringcultist2 Comments

Current mood. I wanted to have eternity to ponder the science of creating universes with the mind of a God. I wanted to have eternity to live in love with my sweetheart in our best, perfect bodies, having all the sex and enjoying our loved … “What I wanted vs what I have”

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The second year

September 11, 2018March 28, 2020 recoveringcultist

Why is the second year harder? I don’t know why. There may not BE an answer. My ex moved out last year. I was heartbroken, and I’d cry, and then I’d get angry, and use the anger to go get stuff done, like heavy gym … “The second year”

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