Why is the second year harder? I don’t know why. There may not BE an answer. My ex moved out last year. I was heartbroken, and I’d cry, and then I’d get angry, and use the anger to go get stuff done, like heavy gym … “The second year”

I am currently coming to grips with the fact that I am alone. Alone in my head, my heart. No one else truly knows what it’s like in my head. No one else will ever truly understand what it’s like to be me. No one … “Alone”

“Thou shalt live together in love, insomuch that thou shalt weep for the loss of those that die.” Divorce: the gift that keeps on giving. They say it’s worse than a death, and I believe them. I’ve been grieving for a little over a year … “Divorce = Death”

Ok, so I’m in a legal state, naked hot spring, get high and soak for awhile. And then I realize I’m sad. Sad about my divorce, what could have been, losing my love and my faith both in a short amount of time. I’ve been … “Baptism”